Silence

Have you ever really enjoyed silence? I mean really enjoying being alone, with nothing to do but the simple act of just being. Well I’m satisfied to think as myself as a happy silence lover, but it wasn’t until this weekend at my Akumal villa that I realized how much I enjoyed having nothing to listen at but silence, for a moment there I couldn’t even heard the waves, I completely blocked them from my senses.

Lying on a sandy beach at a fall sunny day, with a delicious refreshing mist, a strange inclined sunlight which more often than not makes you squint, and a blank head. How could anything be more delightful than a blank mind in paradise? How would anyone enjoy paradise with unsolved issues on their mind. How would anyone rest while thinking? Ever since I’ve moved to this Akumal villa I’ve been having so much recall dreams, every one of them I remember and as much as I tried I cannot decipher them. Their location is often a recurrent one and many of the characters are strangers. How then is it that I can put my mind on blank?

The thing that concerns me today is not the stuff I haven’t solve in my mind, I mean I’m an puberty who has many things to make up before turning 35, what I want to know is how do I program myself not to think, to completely block my head. It only happens when I’m at this Akumal villa, more specifically on Akumal’s bay beach and only when I’m alone lying on the sandy beach.